Scientific society..here I come:) with peace of course;) with my new publishing paper.....yesterday my prof saw me in the lab and asked me to have a meeting for next week..I am kinda nervouse because he wants to gather all the data and start writing the paper...but the problem is the damn GC Column...I am still waiting for PERKIN-ELMER response...I hope they have what I need....polyphenol column!!huh??anyone??anyways I am very happy that I am going to learn the process of writing a scientific paper and publishing something I can call my own...this will be one of my great accomplishments when it happens:)and the next step Nober Prize;)

I just bought the best fragrance in the world!!!!!I smelt it yesterday and since then I was obsessed over it...so I bought it today...its weired nothing has ever caught my attention that I wanted to buy it so bad in less than 24 hours!!!!!in case you wanted to check it out, you should see me to smell it;)!!!!

today is one of those days that I just wanted to scream....My dad and I are very close to each other and nearly talk about everything and anything that there would be out there for discussion....but we don't agree on some things and one of them is me finding an industerial job...although all my childhood dream have come true such as now working at university but I know if I want to excel more in my field I need to go out there...but when there is no opportunity and there are walls that won't let you in such as companies high archy..it irritates me alot and my dad although he knows how the economical situation is but keep on saying that I am not doing my best to find something for me...I am just so sick and tired of thinking of my self in other people's shoes...my dreams have come true but now I have to come up with new dreams for the next 10 years of my life but it nearly took me 9 years since 14 to get here..and now for sure it will take same amount of time...but I am very impatient and I feel lilke a spoiled 4 year old that want something right now right here...and ofcourse that won't happen...and that is exactly why I am so upset with myself....I am grown person but sometimes become so restless...I know what I am saying now meight seem strange and so out of order...but I am exteremly upset right now....

From Lady of Midnight weblog:

"To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realiza The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident


To realize The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

when love comes in....(from Balmaskeh weblog)
When love comes knocking
Do I open the door
Do I let you in
or hide in the shadows
like I did before

What do I do
when you come around
Pretend I'm not home
and not make a sound

I opened the door
to love long ago
But, it wasn't right
it hurt me so

Here you are now
waiting for me
You knocked on my heart
You do have the key

I built that wall
around my heart
Put a chain and locked it tight
But, when I look at you
everything seems, so right

You just melt
the wall and chain away
I look into your eyes
They tell me,
"Everything's going to be, Okay"

But never did you just
assume....
that you could use that key
You so carefully
considered my feelings
You asked me

Yes, when you come knocking
I will let you in
Don't you know
You had my heart
a long time ago